"Do you ever want to just get in your car and drive, far and fast?" I asked her as we sat in the car by the river, watching the sun go down over the icy water. "Leave everything behind?"
but, i just don't have enough motivation to do it.
hell, let's face it, i don't have enough motivation to do much of anything at all. :) probably for the best, in some ways. or else who KNOWS where I'd be right now...
wow, that post took a turn, didn't it? dang... oh well... back to me movie...
heh, you see right thru to the heart of me. darn you. :P
i might, at that. but that journey is not within my power to take. at least, not yet. its time will come, though. i hope.
of course, before November, it wouldn't have had to be Paris. it could have been somewhere right here in the good old U S of A. darn it. stupid jobs. and i was ready to go too. i was so fed up with everything that i was ready to chuck it all and take off.
so in a way i wonder if it wasn't for the best, the whole Paris thing. because it forced me to deal with some things and put everything into perspective. ugh. i don't know.
it's all very confusing, and just a big mess. :) or at least it seems that way to me.
Life is always a mess, from what I've been able to make of it. It's just a matter of keeping it minorly cluttered, and not majorly tornadoed.
You'll see your way though it. I might be a bitter old man sometimes, but things do seem to have a way of working themselves out. Just have a bite of Happy Pie and think about how good your memoirs will be once everything is done and done.
I've been dying for some Hostess Cupcakes for about three weeks now. I think I might have to give in tomorrow, and be damned. I can't put it off very much longer, even if they're not as good as they were in our youth.
Remind me to tell you what Harlan Ellison says about the creme filling now compared to days of yore. It's too dirty to put here ;)
ugh. i'm awake now, but i'm fairly certain i'm getting a cold, which makes me not very happy. i had one of those nights where you wake up a million times and it feels like hours have gone by but you look at the clock and it's only a half hour later. ugh. :(
Had many nights like that one, including last night, but I had a good reason: my laptop blew a gasket, and I was up most of the night being irritated about it. As a result, by the way, I will probably be a little absent until I get it fixed (so nobody has to worry that I died or something).
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but, i just don't have enough motivation to do it.
hell, let's face it, i don't have enough motivation to do much of anything at all. :) probably for the best, in some ways. or else who KNOWS where I'd be right now...
wow, that post took a turn, didn't it? dang... oh well... back to me movie...
-B
It's not always a bad idea to get in the car and drive. And turn the posts every which way. Talk is good.
i might, at that. but that journey is not within my power to take. at least, not yet. its time will come, though. i hope.
of course, before November, it wouldn't have had to be Paris. it could have been somewhere right here in the good old U S of A. darn it. stupid jobs. and i was ready to go too. i was so fed up with everything that i was ready to chuck it all and take off.
so in a way i wonder if it wasn't for the best, the whole Paris thing. because it forced me to deal with some things and put everything into perspective. ugh. i don't know.
it's all very confusing, and just a big mess. :) or at least it seems that way to me.
bleh. :P
-B
You'll see your way though it. I might be a bitter old man sometimes, but things do seem to have a way of working themselves out. Just have a bite of Happy Pie and think about how good your memoirs will be once everything is done and done.
yeah, and said person told me on several occasions, "things always work out the way they're meant to, even if it's not the way you want them to."
sometimes i agree, and sometimes i just want to stick my tongue out, with great vengeance and furious anger. :P
-B
And I have no idea what the pie thing means, either. I'm just weird like that.
wtf are we talking about?
ugh. sneezing fit. bad times.
ow. :(
-B
i'm not going to make any more pie references. because it's just silly. :P
-B
just yummy. in an entirely not good for you way. but very yummy.
darn, now i'm craving hostess snack cake type products. :P
-B
Remind me to tell you what Harlan Ellison says about the creme filling now compared to days of yore. It's too dirty to put here ;)
*hugs* ok, REALLY going to bed this time. :)
g'nite.
-B
I'll email the Ellison thing to you. It'll gross you out, I promise.
ugh. i'm awake now, but i'm fairly certain i'm getting a cold, which makes me not very happy. i had one of those nights where you wake up a million times and it feels like hours have gone by but you look at the clock and it's only a half hour later. ugh. :(
-B
Get over the cold quickly! I insist!
damn laptop. bad times.
may your laptop get well quickly, and hopefully i will too. :)
-B